Today's blog consists of MASSIVE venting.
I honestly have no words to describe these past two days. They've been awful. Full of drama and stress. I'm probably gonna lose one of my best friends, but I kind of don't even care care at this point. It feels like my life is spiraling downward with every hour that passes. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's killing me. I have to worry about my schoolwork, passing tests in classes that are impossible, make sure everything around the house gets done, be the perfect image for my siblings, and just try and make time to be a teenager and be a kid. I can't balance it all. It's just too much. I really honestly don't know how much more I can take. I just need to go on vacation, get away from technology, people, and life. I need to relax. Too bad I don't even know the definition of relax anymore.
I don't know who I am anymore.
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